Saturday, 18 November 2017

Now Teaching: Week 11

First full week back. Report cards got done. I think the drugs must be working, because I was fairly zen about it? Though it also helps that I effectively had another prep period that could be used for doing stuff. My first article for TTNexus also went live, my last shot was delivered, and I attended a Saturday write-in. Captain Marvel, woot, got a journal, a charm and more. (On the down side, on Monday I self diagnosed a strained rotator cuff, ouch, sigh. Oh, also put away the BBQ and AC.)
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Item counts run Sunday (Nov 12) to Saturday (Nov 18).

Step Count 2016: About 57,300.
STEP COUNT 2017: Over 61,400. 14 stars.

THIS TIME LAST YEAR:
-Went to a staff gathering. Started putting NaNo work on Wattpad.

SchoolMail 2016: 52 (1 sent)
SCHOOL EMAIL 2017: 86 New (28 sent)
At Day 53, I have taken 14.33 of 11 days of sick leave so far. I think.
Certainly I’m in Short Term Disability for all medical leave now (like this coming week’s appointment) but my CS is now on Long Term Disability (as of Friday). So does that count...? I didn’t count it.


TEACHING RELATED ITEMS:
 -Completed other 1/3rd of media tasks
 -Completed set of Gr 11 Tests
 -Marked entire set of CS Society assignments
 -Set of marks, learning strategies, comments for Class1
 -Set of marks, learning strategies, comments for Class2
 -Set of marks, learning strategies, comments for Class3
 -Arts Night at School
 -Through 2/3rds of New Gr 11 Tests

WRITING + ART RELATED ITEMS:
 -Saturday All Day Write-In.
 -“Time Untied” NaNoWriMo at 23,051 words. (Up from 12,808)

OTHER ITEMS:
 -Tuesday Yoga class.

UPCOMING FOR SURE:
 -Shadpub & Medical Friday.

STUFF THAT WILL NOW NEVER HAPPEN IN 2017:
 -Recap for ConBravo 2017
 -Recap for CanCon 2017
 -Write a TANDQ article on Polling and Bias
 -Write a post about types of praise/encouragement
 -Catching up with web serials
 -Read some of the books sitting at my desk

RH Stress Level: 6 (Break Shoot)

Saturday, 11 November 2017

Now Teaching: Week 10

Finished the relevant chapters in the “Mind Gym” book. Was feeling better about things until a call messed with me on Monday. Still returned Wednesday, got things sorted Thursday. Now it’s all about report cards. x.x (Including for CS. Kinda figured based on the emails I’d been seeing.) So stress is high, but it’s at least a familiar stress. For the record, also put away the hose, swept and replaced lightbulbs.
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Item counts run Sunday (Nov 5) to Saturday (Nov 11).

Step Count 2016: About 52,000
STEP COUNT 2017: Over 60,250. 15 stars.
Last couple days have been over 10k.

THIS TIME LAST YEAR:
-ALL the writing, including considerations for restored math comic.

SchoolMail 2016: 56 (0 sent)
SCHOOL EMAIL 2017: 96 New (11 sent)
At Day 48, I have taken 13 of 11 days of sick leave so far.
Basically 12 sick days, then the 13th is missing one period over 3 days; this total will keep increasing so long as I have my sanity (ie- not teaching CS).
Since I’m over the allotted sick leave, it’s Short Term Disability, a % of salary.


TEACHING RELATED ITEMS:
 -Talked to Board, Union & Principal
 -Got 2/3rd of media tasks marked
 -Got set of Data Tests marked
 -Started in on Gr 11 Tests

WRITING + ART RELATED ITEMS:
 -Screencaps for Citizen Brown recap.
 -Thursday stArt Faire Comic Chat.
 -“Time Untied” NaNoWriMo at 12,808 words. (Up from 7,480)

OTHER ITEMS:
 -Monday Math Meeting & Minutes.
 -Tuesday Yoga class.
 -Saturday Remembrance Day with friends.
 -Saturday RP. (Lords of Waterdeep)

UPCOMING FOR SURE:
 -REPORT CARDS.

STUFF THAT WILL NOW NEVER HAPPEN IN 2017:
 -Recap for ConBravo 2017
 -Recap for CanCon 2017
 -Write a TANDQ article on Polling and Bias
 -Write a post about types of praise/encouragement
 -Catching up with web serials
 -Read some of the books sitting at my desk

RH Stress Level: 7 (Starlight Breaker)

Saturday, 4 November 2017

Now Teaching: Week 9

Through chapters 2, 3, 12, 13 and 14 in my Doctor recommended book (reading the sections for “Overcoming Adversity”). Scheduled to return the middle of the coming week. Have had a couple phone calls, and an edible arrangement delivered. On the non-professional side, surprising news with Anne-Lise, who’s incidentally away this weekend. Also, SOAP reunion was fun, I brought memorabilia (and microwave).
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On the writing side, signed up for NaNoWriMo, because what the hell. Also, Halloween was light this year; lit pumpkin a bit before 6pm. Put pumpkin outside a little after 7pm. First arrival a little after 8pm. Last arrival at 8:55pm. Only 8 people in total (4 groups). Far cry from last year’s 29. I need to eat less mini-cheesy bags.

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Item counts run Sunday (Oct 29) to Saturday (Nov 4).

Step Count 2016: About 56,900
STEP COUNT 2017: Over 54,800. 15 stars.

THIS TIME LAST YEAR:
-Felt good about writing, perused NaNo forums, sent zero emails.

SchoolMail 2016: 57 (0 sent)
SCHOOL EMAIL 2017: 69 New (1 sent)
At Day 43, I have taken 10 of 11 days of sick leave so far.



TEACHING RELATED ITEMS:
 -Some phone calls. Basically put it out of my mind.

WRITING + ART RELATED ITEMS:
 -Wrote a recap for Citizen Brown comic.
 -Drew a Halloween update for Math Comic.
 -Thursday stArt Faire Comic Chat.
 -Wrote an “Epsilon Project” serial entry.
 -“Time Untied” NaNoWriMo at 7,480 words (some re-used, balancing “Epsilon”).

OTHER ITEMS:
 -Tuesday medical appointment.
 -Tuesday Yoga class.
 -Wednesday dinner with friend who came to town.
 -Friday Breakfast with Anne-Lise.
 -Saturday SOAP/AC-Cubed 10 Year Reunion.

UPCOMING FOR SURE:
 -Math Meeting Monday. Return to work.

STUFF THAT WILL NOW NEVER HAPPEN IN 2017:
 -Recap for ConBravo 2017
 -Recap for CanCon 2017
 -Write a TANDQ article on Polling and Bias
 -Write a post about types of praise/encouragement
 -Catching up with web serials
 -Read some of the books sitting at my desk


RH Stress Level: 3 (Divine Buster, Extension)

Saturday, 28 October 2017

Now Teaching: Week 8

On medical leave through to at least Nov 7th. Taking anti-anxiety/anti-depression pills. Started reading the book “Mind Gym: Achieve more by thinking differently”, recommended by my doctor (Chapter 1).
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Item counts run Sunday (Oct 22) to Saturday (Oct 28).

Step Count 2016: About 48,300.
STEP COUNT 2017: Over 61,600. 14 stars.
Wednesday clawed its way to 5500, balanced by two 10k+ days.

THIS TIME LAST YEAR:
-Finished T&T mostly. Put away hose, etc.

SchoolMail 2016: 63 (3 sent)
SCHOOL EMAIL 2017: 118 New (7 sent)
Over 30 of those are automated EasyConnect messages about my absences.
At Day 38, I have taken 5 of 11 days of sick leave so far.



TEACHING RELATED ITEMS:
 -Marked all Sunday, returned stuff Monday, doctor on Tuesday.
 -Dealing with form for doctor to complete, and payment, and misprinted dates.

WRITING + ART RELATED ITEMS:
 -Wrote a summary for the doctor entitled “Panic”.
 -Thursday stArt Faire Comic Chat.
 -Wrote a recap for Steins;Gate anime.
 -Wrote a recap for Sandglass of Summer anime.

OTHER ITEMS:
 -Brownies for my wife’s birthday. (I used raspberries again.)
 -Monday with friends for Anne-Lise birthday.
 -Tuesday Yoga class.
 -Car: Oil change, winter tires, rustproofing.
 -Play at NAC on Friday.
 -Brunch with friends on Saturday.
 -Mowed lawn/leaves, cleared eavestroughs, swept.
 -Harp concert for niece on Saturday.
 -Roleplay session on Saturday.

UPCOMING FOR SURE:
 -Medical appointment (not for my thing, back to the other thing). Meeting a friend coming into town. AC Cubed reunion tour.

STUFF THAT WILL NOW NEVER HAPPEN IN 2017:
 -Recap for ConBravo 2017
 -Recap for CanCon 2017
 -Write a TANDQ article on Polling and Bias
 -Write a post about types of praise/encouragement
 -Catching up with web serials
 -Read some of the books sitting at my desk


RH Stress Level: 6 (Break Shoot)

Saturday, 21 October 2017

Now Teaching: Week 7

Stress Recap. Week 0, before school: 5. Week 1: 6. Week 2: 8. Week 3: 8. Week 4: 7. Week 5: 8. Week 6: 8. This Week: 10. That’s an AVERAGE. So there’s been 11s. The scale first broke over a week ago. It’s been broken most of this week. I’ve been broken most of this week.
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Something I really don’t deal with very well is CHANGE. Just ask my wife. I mean, I need processing time to deal with dinner plans changing. A corollary to that, I also don’t deal very well with TECHNOLOGY, because it seems to be largely about change. And boy has it changed in 10 years. Coding still sucks though (seriously, how is that fun).

I’m pretty sure the match of me+tech would have flatlined on 90% of alternate timelines. Hell, I haven’t upgraded my phone since 2001. I have texted exactly NEVER. With everything else that’s happening in this particular life branch, yeeeeeeah, flameout was inevitable. Bookies would have taken bets on WHEN, not IF.

I had no idea what the state of computers was really like these days. I couldn’t read the signs. So kudos to me for lasting six weeks, particularly after what week three looked like. Nine more months is impossible.

I don’t yet know exactly how this is all going to play out. Slipping into a coma feels like a viable backup plan. I can’t tell if I’m joking. At any rate, my personality is such that I am either off or on. I am *OFF*, as of now. Almost everything is off. I can’t. There is no joy in any of it any more anyway. If Plan A comes through, I’ll start fresh.

I’ll probably still track this stuff week-to-week, but I doubt I’ll even write these intros any more. Peace out.

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Item counts run Sunday (Oct 15) to Saturday (Oct 21).

Step Count 2016: About 53,450.
STEP COUNT 2017: Over 61,600. 15 stars.
Sunday was the low point again. Sunday is when the panic sets in now.

THIS TIME LAST YEAR:
-Dealt with figuring out benefits, and found my writing groove. Simpler times.

SchoolMail 2016: 88 (1 sent)
SCHOOL EMAIL 2017: 120 New (12 sent)
I have limped past DAY 33.


There is nothing else.

TEACHING RELATED ITEMS:
 -Emailed dept heads on Sunday. Finally forced myself into grading a bunch of CS, not that I really had a choice. Catatonic Wednesday morning. Implosion. Talked to different admin. Missed parent-teacher interviews, followed up on the Friday with parents. That is, once I managed to get through the horror of Friday itself. Got a SirWil tie, that helped.
 -I can’t lose “Teaching Related Items”, or my failure is complete, but there is “Plan A” before the coma. Also, thank god for Math, it’s a sanity branch.
 -Attended Teacher’s Council meeting. Likely CUTTING this for November, the way Cappies has basically been pawned off on AlexB already. Anime’s on the chopping block next.
 -Pins: none, none, Xin Hua, ‘Who Me’, Mayu (yandere).

WRITING + ART RELATED ITEMS:
 -Coloured comic for Oct 16. Inked, coloured comic for Oct 23.
 -COMIC IS NOW ON INDEFINITE HIATUS.
 -Wrote brief post about no Epsilon entry. Off schedule for first time in 3+ years.
 -SERIAL IS NOW ON INDEFINITE HIATUS.
 -Wrote post about “My Curious History with Computer Science”.
 -WE’RE DONE. Any future writing will be focussed on time travel, I got accepted to the TTNexus, that’s one thing I want to do.
 -Thursday stArt Faire Comic Chat. Also keeping this, it’s a sanity branch too. (I haven’t been in a Twitter chat for over a month.)

OTHER ITEMS:
 -Tuesday Yoga class. MIGHT NOT SIGN UP FOR NOVEMBER.
 -My wife’s birthday also occurred, which I had mostly worked out in advance thank goodness. She’s so amazing. I love her.
 -ALL SOCIAL EVENTS ARE OUT, as they mostly have been for three weeks ANYWAY, I don’t know why I thought I could manage even part of a day at CanCon. Keeping Roleplay though, I hope. Sanity branch. We’ll see.

UPCOMING FOR SURE:
 -Medical appointment. Possibly NAC play, if I’m not a sobbing mess.

STUFF THAT WILL NOW NEVER HAPPEN IN 2017:
 -Recap for ConBravo 2017
 -Recap for CanCon 2017
 -Write a TANDQ article on Polling and Bias
 -Write a post about types of praise/encouragement
 -Catching up with web serials
 -Read some of the books sitting at my desk


RH Stress Level: 10 (Barrier Burst)

Monday, 16 October 2017

My Curious History with Computer Science

I’m writing this partly as a way to understand my own issues, partly because writing itself is therapeutic, and partly because there may be people out there who can relate in some fashion. Perhaps not with the subject of computer science, but with some other school subject that you’ve grappled with over the years?

Love it or hate it, you can’t seem to escape it.

HIGH SCHOOL


We’ll start the story in Grade 9, mainly to mention that it’s the last year I did computing at school on electronic typewriters. It was computers after that. So in reality, we start in Grade 10. Or possibly Grade 11? As tends to happen 20 years later, events when I was a teenager blur together.

During one of those years in CS, I remember coding up a maze game. Couldn’t tell you the language. You moved a small ball through a maze. Then there were additional levels, including walls that would move and multiple floors within a level, that sort of thing. I must have worked on some of that at home.

That’s possibly the last time I actually enjoyed coding.

Speaking of home, my parents had started us with a Commodore 64, which at some point was upgraded... I have memories of ASCII “Duck Hunt” from the former, and playing “Where in the World is Carmen Sandiego” followed by “Where in Time is Carmen Sandiego”, which must have been on the latter - but I couldn’t tell you when that was. I also programmed in Logo with a turtle at some point. Grade 10?

In the summer of 1993, I attended Shad Valley, and learned something about using tech for splicing audio tracks, something I still do to this day. I also advocated with my parents for getting a modem, in order to maintain contact with the program’s alumni. (It was on the ShadNet system where I first started writing reviews, of Star Trek Voyager when it first premiered in January 1995.) I also went to Computing Insights in the summer of 1994, where I believe we programmed in “Turing”. Honestly, one of the most important things to come out of that was my friendship with Sonal. None of the coding really stuck.

Here’s what I basically remember of my last high school computer science course, which was probably OAC (could have been Grade 12). We had 3 (kind of 4) teachers back then. Mr. Brush, bless his heart... I don’t know if it was the year he lost his home to a fire, or the time that he was involved in a car crash, but he was unable to continue that semester. His two student teachers took over temporarily, followed by another teacher later on.

I ended up paired (or maybe they were groups of three?) with Joey, whose name I remember mostly because he had a prosthetic limb. He wanted to do coding in C, and I was already feeling a bit out of my depth on code, so sure, whatever. I don’t think I ended up doing any coding in the end, I left it to him. My grade in that course was the worst out of all my OAC courses. Still a 78, granted, but enough to tell me that this was not where my strengths lay.

It didn’t matter anyway. I was going to university for MATHEMATICS. Because THAT was love. I had a 97 in Calculus and a 98 in Finite, or maybe the other way around, so even though my Algebra/Geometry was in the low 80s, I was in.

POST SECONDARY


At the University of Waterloo, Mathematics and Computer Science was wrapped up under one umbrella. I entered under the belief that I could handle “Pure Mathematics”. I discovered by second year that pure mathematics was, well, REALLY damn pure. I started to look for a backup plan. Or rather, a new primary plan.

Applied Math was out (like really, who cares about actually using this stuff), Statistics was too much of a head scratcher, Combinatorics & Optimization was plausible... and then there was Computer Science. I’d had to take CS courses as a matter of course in first year (and I still remember having to wake up early in the morning to pick up jobs off a print queue, to submit it into the assignment box).

I’m not sure exactly how my new major ended up being Computer Science. To this day, I maintain that I only passed third year “Operating Systems” because I paired off with a guy who liked coding but disliked documentation, while I liked documentation but disliked the actual coding. (Granted, human memory is a curious thing.)

In fourth year, I loaded up on ALL the theoretical courses I could. I can program a finite state machine like nobody’s business. Ask me about Turing Machines, go ahead, they’re cool. I think I only passed the MatLab programming course because they graded on a curve.

The funny thing is, I also ended up as a tutor for first year (second year?) computer science courses, as part of one of my Co-Op Placements. I even kind of liked it, because they were working with a language I actually UNDERSTOOD, since I’d had to use it in first year. (It wasn’t Java. I avoided Java as much as I could.) That’s what ended up steering me towards teaching. In large part because the thought of sitting behind a desk and coding all day was a little nightmare inducing.

Ergo, without Computer Science, I wouldn’t be where I am today. To sum up, I got a Mathematics Degree, major in Computer Science and minor in Music. (Because you gotta have music.)

TEACHING


My first year teaching was at a private school, where I taught Mathematics and Science (with chemicals, not computers) to ESL students. It wasn’t right out of University, but anyway, that was enough to get me into Queens for a formal Teaching Certificate. What would I declare as my teachable subjects there? Obviously Mathematics, and... well, computer science was more rigorous than music, and I already had some experience with that.

After graduating from teaching, my first Long Term Occasional work was Semester Two (start of 2004, so 2003-04 school year) at Sir Wilfrid Laurier SS. Teaching the TIK 2O Grade 10 computer science course. I still have my notes, because of course I do. Programming was in RealBasic, which I figured out while teaching flowcharts and and hardware components. That course didn’t lead to a contract. Bounced around from school to school in 2004-05.

I ended up back at Sir Wilfrid Laurier SS in 2005-06 on a Long Term mathematics contract (started in October). This time around, there was a contract opening for Sept 2006 for TTI 1O, Integrated Technologies. It was mine, so long as I took a University Technologies course to have all the qualifications. (The TTI course involved a shop component, which would be taught by a different teacher, but still, gotta dot all the i’s.)

I once did spot welding in Grade 7 or 8. Not the sort of thing I’d ever thought I’d have to repeat. Anyway, upgraded my qualifications, then tried to forget about all that practical stuff. I think there’s a mousetrap car somewhere in my basement.

Along with TTI 1O (co-taught with Mr. Chalmers) I ended up with the TIK 2O course at least once more in 2006-2007. All I remember is going through it more or less the same way I had two years previously. I knew how to use “Binary High”, the school’s intranet, and the tech was generally manageable.

Within a year or so, I’d transitioned into the mathematics department. (It was the year Ron Gaudreau retired. I vividly remember being at a retirement gathering and lamenting to him, “I finally have a contract in math and YOU’RE LEAVING.”. We have similar senses of humour.) I think part of the reason for it was picking up the Statistics course (“Data Management”) which has a number of tech aspects to it.

That course (MDM 4U) has actually been a great fit for me.

TEN YEARS LATER


I took the year 2016-17 off of teaching, for mental health reasons, having put in for the leave back in late 2014. (See the post “Year Of Hell”.) In late June 2017, I got the news. Two sections of ICS 2O, Grade 10 computer science. They revised the tech curriculum in 2008, TIK 2O is no more. I have been assigned a course that, for all intents and purposes, I have never taught before.

Added context: My phone is from 2001 and I have texted people exactly ZERO times in my life. I don’t know Siri by name. My last Windows machine ran Windows Millennium (seriously, I transitioned to Macs after) and I do not use the Cloud. I have not done any coding for 10 years, nor have I had any desire to do coding. I am a fiction writer these days. (I even had a teacher ask me if I wanted to talk to a Creative Writing class once.)

O-kay. Computer Science. Back from the grave.


We try anything once, right? I scrambled to try and get some advice. “Processing” is apparently the language we use now? Sure. We don’t use optical drives any more? Oh, USBs, I have one of those. There’s this magical “Google Classroom” thing that can organize courses? Alright. I can have a bunch of files and assignments from previous teachers of the course? Good. Now what?

Sink or swim.

Sinking.

Siiiiiiinking.

The rational part of my mind knows that there’s always aspects to teaching that a person won’t enjoy. If it wasn’t ICS 2O, there would probably be something else to complain about. The levels grading system, which I’m STILL wrapping my head around 5+ years later. Efforts with homework, or chronically absent students, or failed attempts to implement math debates (not gonna get to THOSE this year). Always something. Sacrifices are necessary.

But on the other hand, why am I sacrificing happy aspects of my life for COMPUTER SCIENCE?

Actually, when we get right down to it, maybe that’s the real fear.

I’m scared that I’ll sacrifice the things I enjoy doing for CS, and as a result, I’ll end up getting it again. Oh God. A bit like what happened with Statistics, except that the Stats is actually fun. That’s something with just enough tech, but not too much. (I still need to find a good replacement for Fathom, something ELSE I’ll have no time for this semester.)

Here’s a nightmare: What this semester leads to more permanent tech? I’ll NEVER get back to the happy things.

I think that’s the problem. It’s a Catch-22. If I somehow make this course work, I might have to do it again. (I already have to do it again in second semester, the way things sit now.) Whereas if I DON’T make it work, well, I’m too much of a perfectionist to simply do it badly (though we are getting there!!), so it’ll be a spectacular flame out. SPECTACULAR. Either way, I’m caught. Trapped.

Computer Science helped guide me to teaching. In the end, it helped me to get a contract. I can’t fault it as a discipline, but we’re hardly friends. In part because, in my personal opinion, the actual CODING is a horrible thing to inflict on a person. Mad props to my wife, who does it for a living.

I'm not sure if I have my answers, but I think we’re at the end of this post.

Has anyone else out there ever had a love-hate relationship with a subject? Was it anything like my experience? For that matter, has anyone actually read this far?

I may never know. All I know is, doing this bit of writing over the past two hours has very possibly made me feel better than anything else has over the past seven days. Thanks for taking a look. (Now, what on Earth am I going to do tomorrow in my tech class...)

Saturday, 14 October 2017

Now Teaching: Week 6

I feel like there’s a point where I blast past Stress Level 10 back into Level 0 where there’s just this dead sensation inside. Which is pretty much where I was on Friday. Four classes (because on-call) plus anime and math help at lunch, and I was trying to do my first Google Quiz with my computer course. How have I been able to do all the things? Answer, I haven’t. My marking is WAY behind, and I’m kind of screwed for this weekend. But I have no buffer for my blogs either.
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Also, big news came on Wednesday, but I haven’t really had a chance to enjoy that yet. No, not the Nexus big news, the other news. Also editor contact early this morning to figure out as well. Related, was recognized at CanCon, both by cousin of a student and the filk people. My life is interesting. A bit too interesting.

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Item counts run Sunday (Oct 8) to Saturday (Oct 14).

Step Count 2016: About 59,600.
STEP COUNT 2017: Over 63,300. 14 stars.
Sunday was the lowest in a long time, 6250.

THIS TIME LAST YEAR:
-Bought cheap calculators, in-laws in town, lacked clear direction.

SchoolMail 2016: 38 (1 sent)
SCHOOL EMAIL 2017: 123 New (5 sent)
We have completed DAY 28.

TEACHING RELATED ITEMS:
 Got a quiz together for CS, screwed up the naming. Math courses was largely tests. Progress reports went out Wednesday. Cappies trip for students was mostly left in Alex’s hands, particularly given on-call. There’s too much grading.
 -Pins: none, Avanna, Stardust, Miku

WRITING + ART RELATED ITEMS:
 -Sketched, inked comic for Oct 16.
 -Sketched comic for Oct 23.
 -Thursday stArt Faire Comic Chat.

OTHER ITEMS:
 -Family Thanksgiving dinner Sunday
 -Gaming with in-laws in Toronto Monday
 -Mon, travelled back to Ottawa
 -Dinner with friends Monday
 -Tuesday Yoga class
 -Wednesday medical appointment
 -Two CanCon panels on Friday evening
 -More CanCon on Saturday afternoon

UPCOMING FOR SURE:
 -Anne-Lise birthday. Teacher’s Council. Parent-Teacher interviews. Probably high blood pressure.

STUFF I MAY NEVER GET TO:
 -Recap for ConBravo 2017
 -Recap for CanCon 2017
 -Write a TANDQ article on Polling and Bias
 -Write a post about types of praise/encouragement
 -Read some of the books sitting at my desk


RH Stress Level: 8 (Starlight Breaker, Extension)